Last Epiphany C Transfiguration Experiences
March 2, 2025, Luke 9:28-36 St. Mark’s Episcopal Church, Little Rock
My husband’s father develops excruciating back pain. Tests reveal Bob has advanced metastatic cancer to the spine. Our oldest son, Rob, takes a leave of absence from graduate school to move home to care for his grandfather. Six months later, Bob falls and breaks his hip. We can no longer care for him at home and go through assisted living decisions many of you face. Each day presents a new, unfamiliar, often exhausting challenge of ministering to someone we dearly love.//
Today’s disciples in our story also are exhausted, facing one new challenge after another. Jesus sends them to heal the sick, and they return with great success. Jesus takes them for a well-earned respite, but crowds interrupt. The weary disciples beg Jesus to send the crowd away, but what happens—“fish sandwiches” for 5000, maybe 15,000, adding women and children. Next, Jesus cheers them up with alarming news about crosses and that he is going to die, but he will rise again.
Eight days later, the confused disciples are not in shape for mountain climbing even to pray. //
On top of this mountain, Peter, James, and John can’t keep their eyes open as Jesus does all the praying./ Suddenly, an indescribable brightness startles them. Jesus shines like the sun, leaking light everywhere, says Matthew,/ and his clothes, Mark says, become “dazzling white as no earthly bleach could make them.” The three disciples experience the divinity of Jesus./
But they are mystified, dumbfounded by Jesus’ dramatic change in appearance from man to God.1////
We all have had brief mountaintop experiences of seeing God, even when we barely comprehend them, often at Camp Mitchell in the Chapel of Transfiguration./ Yet, truthfully,/ most transfiguration experiences occur below /at the bottom of the mountain, / where we daily work and play,/ where theological bones take on flesh. Flesh becomes divinity. / This is where we see the transfigured Face of God, in places where patients’ appearances change as they return to life from near-fatal illnesses, where addicts and alcoholics find recovery, where we forgive those who have harmed us, and we are forgiven; where we see Jesus, the Christ, in the Face of a homeless man at a traffic stop, or in our neighbor who irritates us. We see someone as a real person. We see Christ in each other.////
Many have also described seeing God’s presence in others in our lifetime.
Caryll Houselander, the 20th-century English mystic, describes a powerful vision of Christ’s presence in an ordinary underground train journey in London. “I was in a crowded underground train, with all sorts of people crowded together, workers of every description going home at the end of the day. Quite suddenly, I saw with my mind, as vividly as a wonderful picture,/ Christ in them all./ But I saw more; not only was Christ in every one of them,/ living in them,/ dying in them,/ rejoicing in them,/ sorrowing in them—but because He was in them, and because they were here,/ the whole world was here too … all those people who had lived in the past, and all those yet to come.” 2
Caryll’s revelation is similar to Thomas Merton’s epiphany in Kentucky.
“In Louisville, at the corner of Fourth and Walnut, in the center of the shopping district, I was suddenly overwhelmed with the realization that I loved all those people, that they were mine and I theirs, /that we could not be alien to one another even though we were total strangers.” 3
Merton, a Trappist monk for seventeen years, is on an errand for the monastery on March 18th, 1958. His revelation becomes so famous that Louisville erects a plaque at the site. Ordinary people and popes continue visiting the corner of Fourth and Walnut.
James Finley describes a similar experience as “having a finger in the pulse of Christ, realizing oneness with God in life itself.” 4
This experience may be similar to St. Francis’s realization in Nature, where he calls the sun his brother and the moon his sister. Richard Rohr calls it finding our True Self, “our basic and unchangeable identity in God.” 1
Methodists might relate to John Wesley’s experience at 8:45 pm on May 24th, 1738, at a Society meeting in Aldersgate Street when someone reads from Luther’s Preface to the Epistle to Romans, and Wesley says, “I felt my heart strangely warmed.” 5
Pat Murray, beloved Episcopal priest, believes that in reality, Transfiguration occurs all the time, but only at certain moments can we see the likeness of God in each other,/ perhaps most often when we live in the present moment/ or in stressful times where we are experiencing “altitude sickness.” We, humans, seem unable to bear much reality, writes T. S Eliot. It is too incomprehensible to look God in the face/ for any length of time.5 //////
We take turns taking Bob for his many treatments.
At one visit, Bob is too weak to dress himself after his examination. I see our older son, who looks like his grandfather at an earlier age, / dress Bob, / pull up Bob’s baggy trousers, / tighten his belt/ and lift Bob up to stand. / The young and the older man hug each other./ I witness the look they give to the other; one, the look of loving surrender,/ the other, the look of a loving servant. / They see the Face of God in each other. / They are each transfigured in front of each other at the bottom of the mountain. / “Every once and so often, something so touching, so incandescent, so alive transfigures the human Face that it is almost beyond bearing.6”
We observe Transfiguration again the night Bob dies, as his two grandsons care for him in his final hours. Bob lies in his nursing home bed/ unable to speak/, but his face shines like the sun as he radiantly,/ continuously/ smiles at his two beloved grandsons/ as we sit at the bottom of the mountain/ and he begins his ascent. ////
The Transfiguration reminds us that the Bible is less a book about certainties but instead a continuous parade of stories of encounters with God where people run into God and are changed forever. Faith is more about staying present to what happens in front of us than knowing what it all means.7,8///////
On the mountain top with Jesus, answers soon come in God’s voice, interrupting Peter and lifting the hairs on the back of his neck.4 “Listen to him.” Listen for dear life. Listen to words of forgiveness and mercy, promises of hope and paradise, words we will soon hear from the cross. We heard this voice before at Jesus’ baptism, “Here is my only begotten son with whom I am well pleased. Listen to him.” Listen on this hill today, but also listen again on another hill when darkness closes in, and all hope seems lost.1////
“When cures and healing are beyond our powers, when the shine on a loved one’s face comes from tears reflected in the fluorescent lights of intensive care, / remember to put ourselves inside THIS story. Listen for the voice urging us to stop, look, and listen for his Voice,/ his Face, his Light./ That voice, that light,/ may be from a friend, a minister, a nurse, a doctor, a stranger. Hold on to that light, no matter how small,/ and it will lead you through the darkness.
When we are overcome with weariness and difficulty, remember to look for the ever-present light in the transfigured Face of God./ Scripture reminds us God was there in the past. We see it today. Remember. Remember. The Beloved, the Son of God, will always, always be there/ beside us/ and shine in the darkness,/ again, and again, and again,/ and the darkness will never,/ ever overcome it.1”
1Heidi Neumark, “Altitude Adjustment” in Christian Century, February 6, 2007, p. 16.
2 Caryll Houselander in A Rocking-Horse Catholic (New York: Sheed and Ward, 1955), 137–139, 140.
3 Thomas Merton in Conjectures of a Guilty Bystander. pp. 140-142.
4 James Finley in Christian Meditation: Experiencing God’s Presence.
5Barbara Crafton “Last Epiphany” in The Geranium Farm, February 1, 2008.
6 Frederick Buechner in Whistling in the Dark.
7Barbara Brown Taylor, Always a Guest (Westminster John Knox Press 2020)
8Rt Rev. Dr. Bonnie Anne Perry, bishop of the Episcopal Diocese of Michigan, sermon, 2022.
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