Schmidt: Ignatius, Examen
Guest Writer Frederick W. Schmidt
“The Examen builds on the insight that it’s easier to see God in retrospect rather than in the moment.”—James Martin in The Jesuit Guide to (Almost) Everything: A Spirituality for Real Life (HarperOne, 2010), p. 97.
“Rummaging for God” in our lives.
One of the central practices in Jesuit devotion—the one Ignatius of Loyola considered indispensable—was the prayer of Examen. Ignatius felt that the key to spiritual growth was cultivating an awareness of when and where God had been present for us in the day’s course. It was so important, in fact, that he urged his followers to do the Examen, even if it cost them the little time that they might have for prayer.
One writer calls this “rummaging for God” in our lives. Rummaging is a wonderful, commonplace activity we have often resorted to when we have lost something: car keys, phones, and umbrellas have been among my favorites over the years.
The Examen is a practice that tells us something important about the spiritual life: Spiritual practice is preeminently about cultivating a sense of God’s presence. It isn’t about devotional piety or the number of hours we spend in overtly religious activity. It isn’t an anxious, endless effort to earn the love of God. The spiritual life is about cultivating an habitual awareness of God’s presence that shapes and informs our lives.
Ignatius recommends two questions:
One: What were the events in your life today—the moments, conversations, and choices—that drew you closer to God and others in love?
Two: What were the events in your life today—the moments, conversations, and choices—that drove you away from God and others?
The answers to those simple questions invite us to evaluate our lives from a spiritual center. They are not about what feels good and what doesn’t feel good. Some things—such as addiction—feel good at first, but they invariably isolate us from God and others; by contrast, some things that don’t feel good, like asking for forgiveness, can draw us closer to God and those around us.
Instead, these questions raise our awareness of how patterns, habits, and choices shape our lives and how, armed with that knowledge, we can learn to be more readily available to God and others.
Rummaging around in our lives for God can be the source of inspiration, encouragement, strength, gratitude, and a renewed sense of spiritual purpose. That’s not a bad result for an activity that usually leads to discovering dust bunnies and lost umbrellas.—The Rev’d Dr. Frederick W. Schmidt.